What would happen if I were to completely surrender myself to you? Would I be happy? Would I be closer to you? Would I smile after it's all over? In truth, I am completely terrified of surrendering my body, my heart, my soul to a total illusion. Still, I am horrified at the thought of letting the opportunity of having you to myself go by. But, of course, the whole entire universe was brought together last night to ruin every opportunity I had of you. My dear, you are my vision of happiness. Why must I be cursed with loving you? I want to give you every inch of every piece of myself that I can muster. Unfortunately, the opportunity is gone for now but happily I will await the day in which again you wake up with a sudden urge to have me. Until then, dear busker of mine, I will be waiting.
